++ Finally. ++
It's like so official. If you have noticed, my relationship of being "single" is gone. Be it, in my blog, in my facebook, on my face, everywhere.
Now, a day without her by my side is feeling wierd. It's like an emptiness inside, but I will have to get used to it. Internship is ending, and school's starting once again. Oh yeah. While it also reminds me to cherish the time we have together, time seriously flies when we're together.
I've had several crushes previously before, and never once I told them. This time, I told myself. It's gonna be different. Buck up the confidence, man. I can do it.
"Always do what you are afraid to do." - Ralph Waldo EmersonShe once asked me. What do I like about her? Even her whining and complaining? You know. When you like someone, you like not only her good points, but you take in her bad points too. Seriously, if you asked me when I started liking her. I don't even know. It just hits me. So unknowingly.
When she's down with sickness, when she's having some relationship problems, it just comes to me, this undescribable feeling, that I must be there for her.
“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.”Let's make it. 15 July. The day when I don't even think of anything when I'm with you, and I just pull your hands into my palm. You know. My heart was beating like crazy, but heck it. Rrroooarrr. Hold it, that's it. Such a simple action, why am I thinking so much. My brain cells are already deteriorating from too much stress. God.
P.S. I truly apologise if this whole post sounds damn mushy.
“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”I truly pray that God will bless this relationship, and may He walk with us, no matter when we're knitted together, or even close of falling apart. May He truly hear our prayers, and I've always believe God will always be there.
Why not let a third person into this relationship then. A 100% man, whom He stooped down to the level of man, and even died for the sins of man, so giving, so freely. A 100% God, whom He existed from the very start. He was with God. He is God. And I've always pray that He will show me the way.
"Just as my Father has loved me, I too have loved you; so stay in my love." - John 15:9Just to end this,
Welcome to my life, Yip Peiyi.

Isn't she adorable? Sorry, but I won't take a "no" for an answer.